Under the surface

The pain is unimaginable, immeasurable.

Finding other things to do doesn’t make it go away. It doesn’t lighten it. There is no way I can be who I was before or what people might expect of me. Physical pain, in any form gives me the impression of being alive, the strength to go on, the reminder that I am here. It’s visible, more manageable, an indication of movement in the stagnancy that has been forced on me.

I am also discovering the misconception we have believed of pain, the body, the heart-mind, ego-mind, truth and so much more, much deeper than linear, surface level... through experience.

A Mother’s Testimony

From a little seed…It needs time, it needs care, it needs intuition, it needs trust,

it needs attention, it needs guidance, it needs freedom,

it needs natural conditions.

All that we have underestimated but are necessary for it to bloom and flourish.